Things WILL get better. Someone who reads this blog needs to here this. This week was probably hell for you, or this month or this year. You were suppose to own 2018 but it’s more accurate to say that 2018 owns you. I totally understand, I thought 2018 would be my breakout year; 2016 and 2017 were not great years and I was modestly hopeful that my luck would change around. Even though great things have happened this year, they were isolated events that were encircled in the dark gray that was the rest of 2018.
I will be honest and say that I do have some apprehensions of still keeping the hope about 2018; however my optimistic side always wins over in the end and I can’t help but to wait expectantly for my breakthrough even though there are only a few months left in the year. I cannot help but hope that things will get better, that eventually there will be a turn-around. That everything I have gone through is for a purpose, maybe even a purpose greater than me. So my lovely beautiful queens; I know you are tired, I know you are frustrated. You may be experiencing horrors and situations I cannot even imagine. But just hold on, seek help from someone you trust and don’t ever give up. There is light at the end of the tunnel and I promise things will get better.
“When you start to feel like things should have been better this year, remember the mountains and valleys that got you here. They are not accidents, and those moments weren't in vain. You are not the same. You have grown and you are growing. You are breathing, you are living, you are wrapped in endless, boundless grace. And things will get better. There is more to you than yesterday.”