I can remember around this time last year I would sit in my car for hours, crying and wishing I wasn’t here anymore. Flash forward to today and I am in a much better place than last year and I am thankful. This past weekend I was thinking about my growth since last year and all the work I did to get to the place I am in now. I had to remind myself that while I do have more growing to do, I need to stop always looking for what's next and appreciate my life and growth for where it is now. I realized that it's levels to this life shit and I cannot rush it.
See, we can spend so much time wishing and hoping for things in our lives to be different. Some wish their body could look a certain way, others wish for more money, some even wish for a different life all together; but no matter what it is there is levels to life, and we cannot skip over one level because we are eager to get the next. Last year I pleaded and cried to the heavens to end my suffering and a whole entire year later I am crying tears of joy because of the happiness and love I discovered right inside of me. I couldn’t possibly appreciate life as I do now if I had skipped over the various levels in life that had led me to this beautiful moment in my life. My message to you all today is understand that while you may not be completely happy with your life right now, a huge shift is coming so get ready. Appreciate your life for where and what it is right now, good or bad, that way you can be fully prepared for the next level in your life when the time comes.